Why am I always stressing myself out? It’s like I find pleasure from all my pain! If end determines all like Machiavelli said, then this too shall pass. But if I say no now & save myself the stress… Will I regret it later?
I’ll only regret it later if it does not pan out the way I want it to. If I stress so much I fail and if I’m not happy through it all.
It’s been a long day, but I still have some meetings later. All I want to do is do some mindless shit.
… but can’t remember.